Incomplete

One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived
And I'll be a friend to my friends
Who know how to be friends

One day I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened
And I'll be married with children
And maybe adopt

One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds
Forge the end of tragic comedy

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete

One day my mind will retreat
And I'll know God
And I'll be constantly one
With her night dusk and day

One day I'll be secure
Like the women I see
On their 30th anniversaries

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete

Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous
And torturous
But never done

One day I will speak freely
I'll be less afraid
And measured outside of my poems
And lyrics and art

One day I will be faith-filled
I'll be trusting and spacious
Authentic and grounded
And whole

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete